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Sooo fast and again I’m one year older.

Heehee… Nevertheless, i’ve been pining for this day to arrive and celebrate with my special dear dear.

Think by now everyone already know i’m attached again. Surprise? I doubt so. Close friends of mine should know that i’m a person who never regret in watever decisions i made and no matter how hurt i used to be. It’s now over.

I’m glad to find the love of my life now and i’m pretty confident this shall be my one and only le. I believe in life things happen for a reason. The people u must meet, the experiences that must be gain, be it sad and/or happy.

Anyway, maybe some may still be thinking so how on earth a man will took a liking of me.. lol… a hot chilli padi with moodswing that is faster than anything on the universe!!! Well.. only man with bright eyes can see what i really offer. If u wanna know more, feel free to ask my boy boy. lol. i only treat certain category of guys good. Others normally get shit from me. Sorry to behave tat way but tat’s juz me. I dun give a damn when ppl piss me off. But overall, i’m mostly amicable and friendly. New friends of mine pls dun be scare away k. heehee..

Oh ya… 20082008 is my bday! Wat a special day man. =P

Though i can’t celebrate my bday with my darling (due to the fact that his grandfather’s wake falls during that period), but nevertheless, he really did a lot of sweet things to make my day.

Flowers, chocolates, cake & perfume are personally delivered to my office on 19/08/08 followed by another bouquet of bears (bears were used to replace the 9 roses) and a diamond necklace! Gosh!!! It must have cost him a great bomb.

Though he says it’s ok but i still feel a pinch for him. But it really cheer me up. Though, in fact, i should be the one cheering him up during this sad moments. I’m glad he found me and i chose to be with him. I hope to run thru all thick and thin with him, together, forever. We are both grown ups and right now in mind is to settle down. Flirting is never in our dictionary and everyday we are bask in sunshine and love. Tat’s all a woman can wish for, to be showered with love, care & concern for life!

I’m very satisified with his performance so far, seeing that everytime i throw a tantrum, he always calm me down. When i’m sad he’s with me. When i’m stress he cheer me up. When i’m depress he took me out for a walk. When i feel out of love, he pour his love in me.

Most of the time he commented that i seldom share thoughts with him. Well… not tat i dun say it. But i shy mah. lol. But lately i’ve share more with him and that does make his day too.

Right now our hottest topic is olympics! Table Tennis and Swimming catergories. Michael Phelps is really fantastic. Nxt time my son shall be name after him sia. Then my family will have olympics medalist too. Heehee… Another son will call Ryan Gigg and another son called David Beckam k. (cuz dear dear love Man U soccer players) If daughters then i’ll have a headache. Shall i name them as Selina, Hebe & Ella since i like S.H.E?? Lol. Gosh.. that’s make it 6 children already!!! Guess i’ll be in round shape by then. *unimaginable*

I’ll try but no promise k dear dear. I promise i’ll give u at least 3. That’s the least k. lol. 13 is really too much for me. heehee…

Well… later in the evening will be meeting my BV ger gang for post bday celebration. Then will be watching fireworks then go par tor with boy boy. THen comes Sunday (my lunar bday), boy boy will be giving me a great surprise. I was told to wear a dress!!!  Though i seldom do that but for a change i’ll "force" myself into one. Heehee… Wonder what he prepare.

Anyway, will update here again after i see the so call most romantic place in SIngapore where only the upper class people goes. Hmmm… i shall see.

So guys stay tuned if u have the patience to read till this last sentence! lol. Going to sleep k. Ciao!

Whoa… long weekend and this is the only time in Year 2008 do i allow myside to laze and practically do nothing. Just rest my body and tired soul… Hahahaha…

It’s really been a long time since i had a good rest. Jan holiday… Feb mid-semester exam… Mar work & work to clear my backlog.. Apr holiday again… May main exam and finally now!!! Holiday wasn’t really a good time to rest cuz i end up sleeping later and waking up than normal hours.

I really looking forward to June where my lifestyle will be less tense-up and i can start looking into my hobbies again. Finally… exams over and half more year i shall end my studies!!! Time to reap what i’ve sow.

Now most importantly is to settle down and really think what i want in life. No doubt i like my current job and i love all my fun colleagues there… but in life, i prefer more challenges!

Being single is an advantage cuz i can have the whole world in my hand. No commitment to think of and no one to tell me what i should do. Now… the important thing is… should i start my own business or continue working for others and gain experience. I still have 5yrs 3months to reach my life goal.

Had a chat with a life mentor of mine.. he said… i should grab on to any given opportunities and challenges. He kick off as a mere executive, was sack unreasonably, venture overseas, came back settled down and now owns a firm. Yeah! Maybe that is my direction too. But of course i won’t allow anyone to sack me. hahahaha… Maybe i’ll buy over the firm and sack the boss. Wouldn’t that be better?  Hahaha.. In my dream maybe.

So basically other than volunteer in a saturday nite ops… since friday i’ve been slacking. Stay in my room, munching chips and watch dvd. All these dvd guess i’ve borrowed for months but yet touch it. So i’ve manage to watch 5 dvds in couple of days. Be it funny ones like SpyKids2, Transformers or Keeping the Faith, The Talented Ripley and my favourite Ocean 12, i like it all.

It’s true that it’s important for one to live their lifes no matter they are somebody or simply a nobody. Harping to live other people fanciful lifes will just bring you disasters. Always be contented!  =)

So now it’s 5pm and i’m only left with less than 7 hours of serenity. How short good time last. Guess i better end this blog and get back to some light reading. Should stay away from computers since i’m almost staring it everyday during work… hahaha… ciao!

Hmmm.. Seems like it’s been a while i log in to friendster. Sorry to all my friends for neglecting you all… *sorry sorry*

As some of you might know.. It’s really a busy and challenging year for me. But it’s also very fulfilling one and all these challenges just make me feel more at ease.

Oh ya… I’m travelling again. To Taiwan again… Hahahah… Tat time didn’t manage to spend more time at Taipei. So this time round i’m gonna play the whole Taipei. Well… There’s something really exaggerating. Can you imagine just 2 weeks before my actual departure date (09/04/08), no Currency Exchange in the WHOLE OF SINGAPORE.. Yes, I mean NO currency xchange in the WHOLE OF SINGAPORE have TAIWAN Dollars… No kiddin… It’s true!!!

Luckily my research wasn’t done in vain as i just keep calling the money changer everyday and the moment i heard there are… i immediately rush down and get things done! Hard task sia. hahaha…

So now i’m preparing to fly. Hope i can limit my spending this time round as many may know, i’m just a poor student who had to scrimp to travel.. wahahahah… So this shall be my last trip for this yr cuz no much leave left (remaining are reserved for exam).  (T_T)

Oh ya… Exam is coming… 1st paper is on 28/04/08. Isn’t that just 2 weeks after i came back from Taiwan. Die!!! I can forsee myself lying in a pool of NOTES and studying my butt out on the eve of exam. Hahaha… BUT… Who cares!!! Play comes first. *opps.. hope my boss dun see my blog! =P*

Lately.. i’m really deprived from sleep. Guys and gers, dun think crooked k. Deprived as in due to study and work ok. Hahaha… Everyday, wake up at 7pm, slept at 2am. How to tahan sia!!!

Luckily this time round, miraculously… i didn’t fall sick! In normal circumstances i would have fallen sick. Hahaha…

Guess must be the anticipation of travel that keeps me going! And so finally, today, after came back from graveyard (went grave sweeping), i finally drag my feet to the computer and pen this blog.

So now… i’m going to take a nap! Gosh… i’m totally wasted now.

ZZZZZZZZzzzzZZzzz *Yawn*

So… may GOD and my ANCESTOR bless my a safe journey and good luck in my forthcoming exam!!! Heeheeee…

Cheers

OMG!!! For the past 3 days i’ve been having diarrhoea.

Hahaha… It’s been dunno how many years since i last had diarrhoea/stomache.

Hmmm.. I also wonder why. I dun recall eating any "dirty" food. Dun tell me lack of sleep will cause diarrhoea as well?

Lately been having insomnia lei… this is really something alien to me cuz to all who knows me know me as Piggy Ho. Why? Cuz i’m usually a deep sleeper and can really sleep for hours, esp during wkends! Wahahaha…

So it’s kind of torturous to be tossing and turning in bed and just couldn’t get a good rest. *AAAhhhhhhhhh*.

Anyway, will be seeing doctor tomorrow if condition get worse. woah.. really gonna get back to rest. Else my stomache will act again. Heehee..

Bye folks.

Wah… Wat a tiring new year.

And i also wonder what am i doing now… blogging? Hahaha… I’m suppose to be preparing my work and a lot of miscellaneous stuff. OMG!!

Timey timey where are you. I miss you. I’m seriously short of time. So much things to do yet limited time. Gosh! Been sleeping less than 5 hrs per day. I’m so looking forward to wkends.

Hmmm… in the past, wkends always never belongs to me. Have to entertain and spend my time wastefully. Wasteful in the sense when Sunday comes, i’m always thinking: "Hmmm… What have i achieve this wk? Boring!" Hahaah… So those were the days, meaningless days.

I believe a lot of ppl had set some new year resolutions. I never did that in my lfe before. Maybe i didn’t ask for much in life so i dun make myself look forward towards "something".

I’m a person, whom, can change decision as easy as blinking eye. Lately a funny thing happen. When i’m shopping at Causeway Point with my mummy last sat, she suddenly show me to a maternity wear and say how nice it is and how pretty i’ll be wearing it.

Gosh! All i did was rooted to the grounds and told her she must be kiddin. I? Get married and pregnant? Soon..? No way man! Not unless i met my dream guy la… then if "tian shi, di li, ren he" meets, then so happen i love him too… then ok lor. Heehee… But probability of such occurence is as low as McDonald merging with KFC.

Anyway, now priority is of course to complete my studies & perform well in my work. Ok ok… Gotta get back to work! Stress… But kinda feel sleepy too. *ZzzZZZzzzzZ*

Date: 22 Jan 08
Time: 10.37pm

Yiipppeeee!!!

Finally, the nightmares are over and it’s party time!!

*Phew*

Finally finish the 2nd paper. I think maybe won’t do as good as i hope cuz… heehee… i procrastinate again!

But definitely able to get a "Credit", that’s for sure. Haiz… Initially i thought of really study well and get a "High Distinction"… but… i’m defeated by myself again. I’m just like Garfield. Always say "I shall stop procrastinating… But, did he manage to do it? Wahahha… So same goes for me.

Think my friends are quite impress by me cuz i never seems to panic though i’m not confident in the paper. Well, it’s not that i don’t panic, but being a optimistic, even if i know i won’t do well… so wat? Whahaha… Life still have to move on rite? I always believe in counting our blessings and forget the bad days.

So… heehee… most will say why am i still here and not prepare for this coming Friday paper? Well… tat’s a pretty tough qn to answer… hmmm… I need to build up the momentum… so can only start tml. Lolx! Cool rite this answer 

Well, frankly speaking i’m quite worried for the last paper cuz it’s indeed the toughest paper. For mathematic, as least most calculation can score points… but… MACROECONOMICS!!! Gosh… Need to memorize the graph and diagrams. For all who knows me, my memories is comparative to that of a senile. Hahaha.. Now i’m only 23 and it’s like tat, can’t imagine 20 yrs down the road will i still remember what is my name. Kekeke…

Well well. Ok. I going back to watch my animes… BLEACH!!!

I love 10th Captain, Toushiro. He’s so KAWAII.

Gtg now… bye bye!

Hahaha…. I myself can’t believe it…  =)

I’m now at Funan IT Mall TCC studying… Uhhhm… Well… In fact… Well… You know… Since there free wireless and i just nice using my friend’s laptop… So… Then…. Decided to write a blog and write down this very first experience of studying outdoor  (=^_^=)

Hmmm… Today is really a fun day! JUst last nite, or in fact, this morning, I slept at 5am cuz by the time i finish packing my bedroom (really very messy), it’s already 4+am. So after a hot shower.. It’s almost 5am.

But nevertheless, i still wake up at 10am and left for my activities…

Initially the plan is to eat high tea ONLY, however, we decided to catch 2 movies before and after high tea at Palaiss (Marina Sq). The two movies are namely "Brothers" & "The Seeker". The "Brothers" is nice and again… i shed a little tears cuz the last scene is quite touching… Brotherly Love is soooo touching! Well… a lot of ppl will think i’m silly or what’s there to cry about… But being a natural "tap", i easily cried at any touching scenes. Remember King Kong that movie… I cried when King Kong fell to his death (T_T)…

Oh yah… For those who intend to watch seekers but haven’t watch… DON’T WATCH!! WASTE $$$ ONly… Hahahah… Not exactly that nice sia and for all who knows me, i seldom say a movie is bad unless it’s really bad. Hahaha…

So after the movie, my friend and I proceeded to TCC cuz today plan is suppose to eat high tea and go Holland V study.. Then maybe take a break and have a few drink at EskiBar (cuz very cooling)… End we ended up at TCC instead and drinking Mango Tea Freeze (*_*).

Hahhaa… Anyway… I really very long didn’t touch liquor and i really feel like having some lately.. You know, though this shouldn’t be encourage, but the effect of alchohol can actually temporary numb my feelings and make me feel very relax! Exam is actually draining me out (T_T).

For ppl who dun like alchohol taste can try my favourite Mojito, a simple concoction of vodka and mint leaves =). But drink with caution cuz you may just think it’s a soda but in fact the vodka inside will slowly react within your body.

Well… if you’re really a strong drinker, go ahead and gulp it down. Else, for ppl like me, few sips will knock out one, plsss, drink slowly and really make sure there’s trustworthy ppl with you to send you home safely  =)

Aiyah!!! Forget i should be studying and not blogging… Ok guys & gers… Shall stop here… Next paper is on 05/11/07… Gonna buck up and go back to studies now… Bye bye!!! GTG!

Regards,
Lishan

Well… it’s only 2 days away from my first paper and here i am, still writing blog. Hahaha…

Lately been feeling quite good… maybe because dunno what to worry about so feel exceptionally relax.

All i know now is to throw in all my concentration in my studies, get good results and tat’s it. The rest… just leave it till 09 April 2008 to settle. Yeah! I’m a girl of my words. So i’ll deliver what i promise. I’ll still give you 6 months time to straighten out your life.

Right… even before i open my book… i feel sleepy. Hahaha… Luckily this is an open book exam and i really like this module too. A lot of ppl must be thinking what module is it right… heehee.. It’s Law of Investments. I believe of all modules, this module knowledge is the most applicable one. The rest are for "know can le" type. Not exactly applicable unless i decided to specialize in that field.

Hmmm… I haven’t exactly decide my direction in life cuz there’s so many routes i can take. But i shouldn’t be too greedy and i know in life, we only can choose one. So when it’s time to make my decision, think it’s time for my tarot cards to show its prowess! Wahahhaha… I really love my cards and it always gave very valuable advices.

Some ppl may beg to differ but i think studying tarot cards is almost the same like praying to your respective god for a sign or direction when comes to decision making. And it’s very important to have a belief so that you can seek advices from. It can be your family who can share past life experiences with you or simply just seek the divine power.

Anyway… i’m not those very superstitious type and i always believe to humblely accept and appreciates the good readings while try ways to minimize the effects of bad readings. Eg, if you were told there’ll be conflicts with your family, then instead of blaming the card for cursing your life, you should learn to be more patience with your family and work out things in amicably ways.  =)

So lately i’ve done a tarot readings… seems like everything in my life till end of 2007 will be smooth sailing EXCEPT for relationship. Hahahaha……. That actually calm me down since i know that my priority should be given to my studies, career & family.

But my advice to all is never used Tarot Cards or other medium as a habit. Respect it and not over-used it. I have a friend who is very stubbborn. Always do a daily reading and will draw lots (those that write "Ji" or "Xiong") again and again till she get "Da Ji". Isn’t that cheating? Hahahah……

Well… never the less, just be contented with your life and there’ll be nothing to worry about. If you feel sad just because you’re slightly chubby, think of the starving ppl. Learn to appreciates what you have and never blame anyone for whatever things happen to you. If you’ve watch Evan’s Almighty, then remember what God says? =)

Think about it, it’s quite true. God will only give opportunities and it’s up to oneself to realize it and grab on to it. Miracles won’t happen if you were to just sit in your crouch and wait. Work for it!!!

So now i’m going to study so that i will get High Distinction. Sitting here and thinking of how good i’ll perform won’t help much. Heehee… So guys, gonna go now.

Blog again after exam!!

Hi to all who read my blog…

Lately been going thru some turmoil and wasn’t feeling very great. Been not having much appetite and had been sick for more than a month.

I do try not to think of the unhappiness yet sometimes just can’t control it. Anyway, exam coming soon… gonna concentrate! =)

Good news, i got markswoman again… Those who know me should know what im talking about.. heehee… got 93. Very high rite. Wahahaha…

I would love to share a lot of stuffs here but don’t find it really convenient… there’s a lot of feelings i just find it very hard to express. If not because i still got 1 year to graduation, else i’ll surely go overseas and relax a bit.

Guess in all BGR, it’s always better to be loved than love. Alan kor kor, know you’re going thru a rough patch and you’ve indeed done a lot for your gf. But sometimes things just don’t go our way. Since you’ve already started, never give up if both of you are still deeply in love ok.

Oh ya, thought of something, might as well post it here.. Who knows he may chance upon my blog and know it’s me.

Though it’s a bit unbelievable but i always have this dream. A dream where i’m strolling by the river lazily… slowly walk walk walk then cross a bridge… right at the other end standing is my dream guy whom, we knew at first sight, we’re each other’s better half. I dunno how to describe but we just knew it.

Those who knows me better should have known the full story, it’s more romantic than the way i describe above. Anyway, if you’re my dream guy, pls let me know. Drop me a friendster email k. I’ll definitely add you as my friend. I know you have the same dream too cuz think we’ve met each other 4-5 times in our dream so far.

Heehee… hope the we shall meet soon. Must have faith. (^_^)